Saturday, September 11, 2010

i thought blair would be the last person to fuck me over, but I tend to be wrong alot these days. word got around, people whispering, pretending they dont know shit. but it got around, everything always does. i almost wish her and dallas kept it a secret, so i didnt have to find out and everythin could be cool. The only thing i dont like is the fact that this relationship was clearly a waste of time. And ive only got so much time to waste. I cant say im not upset, because i think i loved her, and i never loved someone before, but im not goin to bitch and moan about somthing thats now in the past. I dont regret it, she showed me how to love. I got up the next morning after i heard, and made sure i kept my mind off of her. i guess the boys knew to, austin caleb and andrew didnt mention a word about it all morning. " hey umm..kyle" andrew said kind of laughin, "u should uhh, fix that hole u created in the wall before dad see's it.." I turned around and saw the dent my fist made from last night wen i heard about what happend, i got so wasted i didnt even remember making a dent. "yea i guess" i said. after i fixed the wall, i went and got caleb and we went out to a party. It was a huge party at the shepards place, and i was hoping blair wouldnt be thier because i had nothin to say to her. luckily she wasnt. you know the drill, we got drunk, smoked, and just hooked up with people. thier was alot of crazy drugs goin around at the party, but i didnt want to land up waking up in someones bush in my boxers in thier front yard or anything. thier were so many hot girls at the party, but i only had my mind on one person. And i knew a blunt and vodka wasnt going to change that. So i took the pills they were offering to me and caleb, and i swallowed them. And the rest i dont remember. i just remember waking up in someones house who i didnt know , laying next to someone i didnt know, and nothing felt right

27 comments:

  1. I'm sorry Kyle :( someday you'll find the perfect someone who won't break your heart, and I hope you find her soon. :) I'm always here for you, :/

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  2. I'm sorry u found out that way kyle.....one of us should have told u....and i know blair's my sis so im probably one of the last ppl u wanna see right now but i'm still here for ya :/

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  3. Man I don't know what to say. I didn't mean for this shit to happen.. fuck man if u wanna fight I'm definatly up to it. Cuz I know u wanna kill me. Even if u thunk u don't deep down u do haha...

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  4. im sorry kylie): sumone should've said sumthin i guess..im here for ya bud :)

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  5. Wtf do you mean we should've told him!? You people have all known about this? D: Baha xD I didn't find out til only a couple days ago...Oh but yeah, I'm here for you Kyle. Take it from the girl that's been cheated on like 2846shye62feswe times. -.-

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  6. nice cris :P and dallas was that ur idea of a sincere apology? "lets fight"? wth -.-

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  7. its dallas jamie...he doesnt know how to apologize correctley

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  8. oh god........i really regret saying DALLAS VS. KYLE SHOWDOWN....
    and whats fighting gonna do?
    kyle u already said that though u loved blair..she cheated and u wont deal with that.
    and dal u already got her
    so wtf is with the logic here ppl?

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  9. u wouldnt understand jamie, its a guy thing

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  10. Ya james. Don't worry about it. Haha alright Kyle when and where

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  11. "yeah james dont worry about it" *mocking voice*
    stfu. idiots

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  12. haha its better then sitting and bitching about it for forever like you females do :p

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  13. ...I thought I commented when I didn't....
    oh well. Jamie leave the boys alone, they know how to deal with shit better then girls :p

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  14. thats why i ALWAYS say being a guy is easier....
    they fight...then its ok.
    girls go behind eachothers backs and bitch about it for a couple months THEN get ovr it :P

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  15. bahaha ikr?! this is why i prefer the male gender :S. no drama xD. but im sorry KB D:. like about blair.

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  16. Hey Buddie,Sorry about Blair man.
    That just Ain't cool.
    I did the same exact thing a couple days ago.
    But... Somewhere else. Lmao
    But,Im always here for you hun.
    So, You ever need me,Inbox would be amazing(:

    -Ms Gummybear

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  17. Im not saying that most girls deal with it any better but still, u dont need to fight *sigh*

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  18. Idc if it solves shit or not :D I WANNA SEE THE FIGHT!

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Im 17 years old. dangerous, reckless, not to nice, and adreneline junkie. My brothers are austin caleb and andrew brumley. Mess with my friends or family and ill fuck you up, no questions asked.