"you guys ready to go?" Jamie asked me and austin as he shaved and i brushed my teeth in the bathroom mirror. "does it look like were done jamie?" i said with a mouth full of tooth paste. "ew" she said plainly "you could have spit first" i stuck out my tounge and she rolled her eyes and walked away "be ready in ten please!" she said, walking down the hall "shutup pushy!" i said yelling back still brushing my teeth

15 minutes later we were ready to meet everyone at a big house party at bryon douglas' place

"whatsup man?" i said as me and douglas did a hand shake, we continued talking as we all walked into the fully crowded house. Music blasted through the whole house, people drank, played pong and other games, and smoked. I found cristy and we danced for a while and played beer pong. Bryon took me by the arm and pulled me to the side and cristy continued to play. "Hey i got some guys upstairs who need your service" he said yelling over the music. "yea i got you, ill be up in a minute" he nodded and went up the steps. "listen ill brb" i said to cristy, she nodded, i hope she understood, she was pretty wasted :p. i went up the stairs wobbling a little and went to the room on the right. "hey brumley, got any LSD on you? we'll buy, you can join in on the fun" some kid said. "yea i do, but im not trying to drop acid tonight, got shit to do tomorrow" i said digging through my pockets "oh come on kyle, youll be okay for tomorrow, just let loose" bryon said to me, i thought about it and decided to give into my wanting it and just do it, i hadnt in weeks. "how many you guys want" i said giving in. "14, how much?" the kid said "lets go with 98" i said. he handed me the money. "thier in blotters right?" the kid said "yup. its called alice and wonderland. should be some crazy shit." i said as i counted the money. I took the small plastic bag out of my pocket and gave them 14, and two for me. right away everyone began to put the small paper on thier tounges. we all just talked and waited who was gna start to trip first. and the next thing i know i was walking down the steps. they were moving in a wave type of way, and they were really distorted. i felt like i was walking on a water bed, and i held on tight to the banister to keep my balance. I got down stairs and everyone looked like they were being morfed together. colors swirled around in my head, some new colors that ive never even seen before. the music sounded odd, and so did everyone else. i started laughing because everyones faces looked so fuckin wierd. it got really freaky when in the midst of everything i saw to cactus' smoking ciggerettes. i wabbled over to them slowly, since the floor felt like a water bed. i reached out my hand and the one bit it, then they disapeared out of the door. i wanted to catch them, so i ran out of the house seeing where they were headed :p. falling on my way down the steps, i ran after them laughing, they looked like they were running slow, but they were way ahead of me and i couldnt catch up, plus common outside items were eithr moving or messed up. I stopped running when i heard a voice from behind me. i didnt hear it clearly at first, but then it got louder. "excuse me, son" i turned around and saw a big pink rabbit talking to me, and i started dying with laughter. "its 3 in the morning, what are you doing walkin around at this hour" the rabbit said. i just laughed even more. "are you under the influence of drugs or alcohol?" the rabbit said looking confused. "no mr rabbit" i said with a smile on my face. He began giving me a cavity search "wtf rabbit get off me" i said, he then found the blotters in my pocket "stupid fuckin rabbit" i said and then i hit him in the face. "thats enough!" he said pushing me ontop of his car..putting me in cuffs. "how old are you?" the rabbit said as he adjusted the cuffs. "..16" i said lying.

The next morning i woke up on my couch. My mom must have saw me wake up. and she walked over to me "what in the hell happend last night?!" she said, meaner then ever. "what?" i said, trying to recall what she was talking about. "Assaulting a cop?! under the influence of drugs and possession?!" she read, or yelled, off of a sheet. i knew what i did, but i was used to her being dissapointed and the whole 9 "kyle im tired of all this bullshit. i dont even know my kid anymore. were gna get you help for this. ive already called a help center" she said shaking her head disapointedly. "...court hearings tuesday." she said throwing down the paper on the coffee table infront of me. shit she doesnt even know the half of it. she doesnt even know i sell them, i thought. it made me feel worse knowing that.

update

okay so i havent posted in a long time so heres whats been goin on, and it isnt much :p haha

me and dallas had that fight, unfortunatly neither of us really ended it, damn cops got in the way :/, but me and him are cool again haha

i know you all know that me and brook are dating but im gna say it anyway because i like to :p

uh i tried out for football at school, and im a linebacker :p

and brook came to me the other day and said that she wanted to get away from tulsa and the drama, so were going to Washington DC for a little while, we dont know how long, but its a diffrent setting and diffrent people thier, and we can get away from the socs and stuff for a while, it'll be a good expierience for brook and me, thiers alot of stuff to see thier

thats a little bit of whats been happening with me :p

i thought blair would be the last person to fuck me over, but I tend to be wrong alot these days. word got around, people whispering, pretending they dont know shit. but it got around, everything always does. i almost wish her and dallas kept it a secret, so i didnt have to find out and everythin could be cool. The only thing i dont like is the fact that this relationship was clearly a waste of time. And ive only got so much time to waste. I cant say im not upset, because i think i loved her, and i never loved someone before, but im not goin to bitch and moan about somthing thats now in the past. I dont regret it, she showed me how to love. I got up the next morning after i heard, and made sure i kept my mind off of her. i guess the boys knew to, austin caleb and andrew didnt mention a word about it all morning. " hey umm..kyle" andrew said kind of laughin, "u should uhh, fix that hole u created in the wall before dad see's it.." I turned around and saw the dent my fist made from last night wen i heard about what happend, i got so wasted i didnt even remember making a dent. "yea i guess" i said. after i fixed the wall, i went and got caleb and we went out to a party. It was a huge party at the shepards place, and i was hoping blair wouldnt be thier because i had nothin to say to her. luckily she wasnt. you know the drill, we got drunk, smoked, and just hooked up with people. thier was alot of crazy drugs goin around at the party, but i didnt want to land up waking up in someones bush in my boxers in thier front yard or anything. thier were so many hot girls at the party, but i only had my mind on one person. And i knew a blunt and vodka wasnt going to change that. So i took the pills they were offering to me and caleb, and i swallowed them. And the rest i dont remember. i just remember waking up in someones house who i didnt know , laying next to someone i didnt know, and nothing felt right

grandma and grandpa brumley

"kyle.. kyle!, wake up, its 2 o clock in the afternoon!" my mom said shaking me. i dont know why she was getting so mad that i was still asleep, i dont usually wake up until late afternoon anyway "im up im up.." i said half asleep. you know, being drunk all night has its perks, until your mom comes in and starts yelling at u to get up, so u can start ur wonderful hangover "good because your grandparents are coming over later and you need to clean this room." she said as she left my room. So thats why i had to get up. I wasnt to fond of my grandparents, my grand father tells war stories while eating his meat loaf, and it aint pretty. then my grandma just has a big mouth, and says what ever comes to mind, which usually drives my mom crazy. So i cleaned my room, shoving the clothes under my bed, and throwing out empty beer bottles. "your girlfriend called, she said yall are watching a movie over here or somethin? i dont know. well she said she'll be over in 5 minutes " andrew said barging in my room. "uhoh, gram and pop are coming over today though" austin said coming up behind andrew. My grandparents are horrible with company. thier embaressing, loud, and say what ever the fuck they want, so this was a horrible day for blair to be coming over, but i figured we could eat dinner, then stay in my room until they left, and yes they really are that bad that a 17 yr old boy has to go hide in his room haha. "and kyle, wear something decent for when they come over okay? i dont need your grandmother making comments about how i let you boys dress" my mom said walking in my room. my dads mom never liked my mom, so my mom always made us try really hard when she came over. i looked around my room and it looked clean enough. "hey". i turned around and blair was standing in my door way. "hey um we have a problem, my grandparents are comin over today" i said. she gave me a wierd look and came over and gave me a kiss. "so? they could watch the movie with us." "uhh nooo they can't" i said shaking my head. just then the door bell rang and i left my room and went to the door with blair. "kyle! hello dear how have you been!" my grandma said giving me a hug as if she didnt see me last week. "hey gram, im doin fine." i said pulling away from her hug. "and whos this? is this your girlfriend?" my grandma said while she gave blair the once over. "yea, this is blair" i said. "oh well hello" my grandma said and kept talking to blair and walked with her to the table. my grandpa was already asking blair why she likes a guy with so many tattoos. grandpa was already at the table rambling on about somthing to my brothers. we all sat down to eat. "it was 1967, and the vietnemeese were comin at me like crazy.." my grandpa rambled on, andrew fell asleep at the table and austin kicked him to wake him up :p, caleb was playing with his fork haha, and i just stared at nothing for 20 minutes as my grandpa just kept talking away. "ya know julie, itd be nice if you cooked this chicken a little longer" my grandma said in her nasily voice. the table just went silent. "foods good mom." i said breaking through the silence. "thanks hun" she said smiling. "and why do you let your sons get these tattoos and piercings? its unhealthy and unpresentable." another akward silence fell over the room. "alright i suppose we should leave now. goodnight robert. goodnight julie" my grandma said as they got up from the table and got thier things. they hugged us good bye and left our house."finally" i said still sitting down. i went up stairs to change clothes, and came back down to watch a movie with blair. "you were right, they are one hell of a pair" blair said. i laughed and the boys came in the room with us to watch south park imaginationland: the movie. grandparents suck lol

hella crazy night

I woke up this morning still high. me caleb and andrew went to some crazy ass party the night before. I didnt remember it though, thats just what caleb told me :P. he said I passed out at 3 30. i was sort of suprized. Andrews usually the one who passes out, Guess it was my turn :p. I went in the bathroom, took a shower, found some hickeys, and a brand spankin new tattoo on my neck. man, i must have been really fucked up at that party. i came out of the shower and put on a towel. "were'd that shit come from?" andrew said pokin my neck. "im just as curious as you are." i said half asleep half high. "Ma is ganna b real pissed when she sees that." austin said from the kitchen, overhearing our conversation. "yea i know. how do i get it off?"i said. "yea, unless ur plannin on wearin' turtle necks for the rest of ur life im pretty damn sure shes ganna see it." caleb said lookin at the tattoo. "shut up smart ass." i said getting kind of mad, i had a raging hang over and i was in no kind of mood to hear shit from my little brother."were havin' company later." austin said. i forgot that Brook Dawn candie Elena and bre were supposed to crash at our place, which would work out cuz my parents werent home for the weekend. Remembering that they were coming, i put on some clothes, because you know, those might b necessary or somthin :p. All of a sudden the phone started to ring. i picked it up and it was elena she said she was sitting on her roof and it was raining, so she fell off and hurt her leg. at that point i was finally off house arrest, so i told her id b right thier. I saw elena in her yard crying. the only thing that ever really gets at me is wen a girl crys, idk y, but it makes me feel really bad. and if its a guy that makes a girl cry, il make him cry. I told her to calm down and i carried her back to my car. We got back to my house and andrew got her ice. She wanted to watch some soap oprah, the only reason i comprimized was cuz she was hurt. Me and Cal just stared at the TV like it was on crack, stupidest shit ive ever seen on a television screen :p. Elena fell asleep so we emideitly put on ESPN. It was around 7 and me austin caleb and andrew were all watchin tv while elena slept. The door bell rang. "Come in!" austin yelled still staring at the TV. none of us wanted to miss anything :p. "sup hoes." dawn said walking past us to put her stuff in Calebs room. Brook went over to austin and kissed him then went to go put her stuff down. brook came back and sat on the floor. "wat you doin." Brook said smiling. "watchin hockey.." andrew said distracted by the TV. Dawn came over and turned off the TV. "well now ur not." dawn said smiling. "candie is bringin the tequila and melon liquer, wat do yall got?" "i got weed right here if ur down for that :p" i said. "ew guys dont smoke it in here i hate that smell." brook said. "relax we'll go outside." I said taking it out of my pocket. "Im comin." Caleb said, dawn and andrew followed. On my way out i hit elena with a pillow. "im up im up.." she said tiredly. "u gna smoke with us or not?" i said waiting for her response. "duh." she said hobbling with her hurt leg out the door with us. Brook didnt want to smoke, so austin stayed inside with her and watched some movie. We were about to start but candie and bre started coming up our side walk. "hey brum" bre said as she walked. "Omg elena are u okay?" candie said." yea yea, im fine." she said. i lit it up."ladies first." i said handing it to andrew. he hit me in the arm and we all just past it around the circle between me andrew caleb dawn candie and elena, but bre just chilled next to me. After a few pulls some of us were high as a kite, and it was funny shit. Candie started talking about how much she likes the little feathers inside of pillows, and how her pikachu and squirtle are way better then mine. Andrew was having an engaging conversation with the tree's in our front yard. bre was singing staceys mom with Dawn, even though bre wasnt even high :p. Caleb was colecting some leaves from the bushes, for god knows what reason. and Elena was trying to convince me that andrew looked like elmo and hally berry mixed together, and i just sat on the porch laughing to myself. People were starting to turn on thier lights to look out thier windows and see wat all the noise was coming from, but we all were to fucked up to care. "let me just..hey let me just. get my uhm uh liquer." dawn said wabbling up the porch. she opend her bag and pulled out a bottel of melon liquer and golden tiquela. she sat next to me and bre, and handed me the melon stuff. it was like 40 percent alchohol or some shit, so me and her both downed it and got pretty fucked up. everyone else saw we werent sharing and came over to drink with us. We played this game, were u pick a topic like famous people or fruits or some shit, and u go through the alphabet trying to think of a thing for that topic for that letter that ur at in the alphabet. and if u take more then 3 seconds to think of it, u take a shot. ha elena fails at that game and ended up drinkin a hole lot, but as the game went on, and we all got more wasted, like no one could think of anything :p. so it was about 3 in the morning and we walked in making no sense. brooke and austin were asleep but woke up wen we all walked in. I attempted to make food being that i was high before, but being drunk wasnt helping me make food to well. So i sed fuck it and went to find a bed to sleep in. everyone just past out were ever. I woke up around 12 30, Brooke austin Dawn and caleb were already up. bre was next to me, which is kind of bad since shes got a boy and all, but we just slept nothing else. candie was on andrews floor, and elena was on the couch. i got up and went into calebs room and stepped on andrew, and dawn and caleb started laughing. "crazy night.." i said laughing.